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About Varied / Professional Member ~ Shinja ~Female/Italy Groups :iconparliamo-italiano: Parliamo-italiano
Capire e non interpretare
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My latest "random mind born" pieces.

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  • Mood: Pain
  • Drinking: Coffee
Eye Circles, frustration and tiredness. Countless hours of exercising, creating, publishing and promoting.
And yet, nothing. Not a progress, not a clue on what to do next. I don't want to be "famous", but I'm feeling into the "eternal twilight zone", and it sucks.
Here it comes.
Sneaky, scary and strong. The question in my head: "Why should I keep on doing this?"
And, following, its scary siblings:
  • "don't you see how many people are better on doing this than you?"
  • "Oh wow, look at that girl's artworks! And she's only 18, what are you doing?"
  • "Why don't you just start doing fan art!? At least someone would care about your works!"
  • "Why bother? Don't you see how things are going? If you're not a genius in art or a perfect p.r. you're doomed!"
  • "C'mon, you're over 30, just accept that your work it's a waste of time!"
  • "Look, even your family couldn't care less about your art!"
  • "Yes, your boyfriend supports you, but maybe in his heart thinks that you're just a deluded, average artist"
  • "Aren't you just wasting your time?"
  • "Why don't go back to your old job? At least as bartender you were appreciated!"
  • And so f*****g on.
Yeah, yeah, I know, it's called PARANOIA, and I also know that out there there are FOR REAL loads of artists better than me, it's like they're keeping pop out from everywhere, just to remember me how damn incompetent I am. I also know that maybe I should take a rest, try to reorder my life and my art, or maybe take another route, leave it behind and go back to a "normal job".
But there's the problem: I just can't stop doing art.
This is a damn course. Or maybe just stupidity.

I had to get it off my chest.


Activity


  • Mood: Pain
  • Drinking: Coffee
Eye Circles, frustration and tiredness. Countless hours of exercising, creating, publishing and promoting.
And yet, nothing. Not a progress, not a clue on what to do next. I don't want to be "famous", but I'm feeling into the "eternal twilight zone", and it sucks.
Here it comes.
Sneaky, scary and strong. The question in my head: "Why should I keep on doing this?"
And, following, its scary siblings:
  • "don't you see how many people are better on doing this than you?"
  • "Oh wow, look at that girl's artworks! And she's only 18, what are you doing?"
  • "Why don't you just start doing fan art!? At least someone would care about your works!"
  • "Why bother? Don't you see how things are going? If you're not a genius in art or a perfect p.r. you're doomed!"
  • "C'mon, you're over 30, just accept that your work it's a waste of time!"
  • "Look, even your family couldn't care less about your art!"
  • "Yes, your boyfriend supports you, but maybe in his heart thinks that you're just a deluded, average artist"
  • "Aren't you just wasting your time?"
  • "Why don't go back to your old job? At least as bartender you were appreciated!"
  • And so f*****g on.
Yeah, yeah, I know, it's called PARANOIA, and I also know that out there there are FOR REAL loads of artists better than me, it's like they're keeping pop out from everywhere, just to remember me how damn incompetent I am. I also know that maybe I should take a rest, try to reorder my life and my art, or maybe take another route, leave it behind and go back to a "normal job".
But there's the problem: I just can't stop doing art.
This is a damn course. Or maybe just stupidity.

I had to get it off my chest.


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danyNoFX
~ Shinja ~
Artist | Professional | Varied
Italy
When Danila thinks something is too much for her, then Shinja takes the lead and helps her "too much good to be so Viking-style" owner.
So if you wanna do some compliment...Please do it to Shinja, my artistic alterego, 'cause without her i'm nothing :D

Current Residence: Italy
Favourite genre of music: Every Kind of, from classical to metal, through japanese.
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Sony Walkman
Favourite cartoon character: Shinku & Suigintou(Rozen Maiden)
Personal Quote: Why in the hell i have to be so tall!?
Interests

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Commissions

Chibi dark portraits
Gemma by danyNoFX
Pandora - commission by danyNoFX
Dagoberto Silvio D'Angio by danyNoFX
Chibi portraits.

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:icondamaimikaz:
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner May 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding Something about talent to your favorites. I'm glad you like my writing :)
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JulijanaM Featured By Owner May 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch Shinja! I appreciate it a lot and I enjoy my future works! :happybounce: :hug:
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:iconkayreku:
Kayreku Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for joining the group!
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:iconeeddey:
Eeddey Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the DeviantWATCH and for the favorites!! :squee:
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:iconcarpathianstorm:
CarpathianStorm Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015
Thank you !
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:icontreasureman:
TreasureMan Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2014  Student Digital Artist
You should put up the Qing girl, I like her:)
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FlabnBone Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks a lot for the watch :heart:
If you want to see more of my photography, like my FB page www.facebook.com/flabnbone.da
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:iconlucid-light:
lucid-light Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Hello Danila, :wave:

thank you for adding my artwork to your Favourites!

Autumn Glory by lucid-light

Feel free to check out my gallery or my facebook page. If you like my artworks, you may also be interested in my fractal art jewelry that can be found in this Etsy shop ;)

Have a great day! :tribute:
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y2jhbkfan Featured By Owner Edited Nov 29, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
grazie per il prefe
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debNise Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey :wave: thanks for the fav :hug:
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